That look on your face makes me feel
Like everyone would be happier
If I ended it long ago like I planned
We used to be so much closer
But I’m just too unbearable to be around
I finally found a place for myself
That actually makes me want to stay alive
And now I can lift my head and look you in the eye
(I know you’ll always be around)
I always catch myself thinking
«Dammit I wish my friends were here»
Maybe I’m not such a failure
Maybe I’m not such a failure