I sleep with the TV on
So I don’t feel so alone
This house is an empty wreck
It’s a perfect match for its perfect guests
Inbetween gettin' pizza’s delivered
And going to the store for beer
Well, I sit here any day and night
Wondering why I’m here
It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before
I didn’t cry the day my mama died
I don’t think I even pliss
But I broke down this morning
When I saw these two kids kiss
Something’s running around inside me
That I really don’t understand
Now I know something’s gotta change
I just don’t know if I can
It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before
It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before
I’ve wanted to kill myself
But I always been too scared
My life is like sideways rains
Swirl around in the air
I’ve been searchin' most of my life
For anything to believe in
Like God or love or something
Any kind of simple solution
It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before
It’s like my body and soul
Can’t take it anymore
Please, somebody help me
I never wanted help before
Please, somebody help me
Oh, somebody help me
Please, somebody help me
I remember about 5 years ago sitting at my dining room kitchen in my big house in Los Angeles, it was a Friday, shooting glob after glob of black tar heroin, I had money then, lots of it. I kept injecting and listening to this song with one light on, it was hell. In the beginning it was heaven but I took a nice chunk of hell w me too. For example, a white boy being, I guess, down enough to be tattooed by a member of a Mexican Crew. Too many stories.