I fucked my life for the last time,
I let myself hang upside down again.
There must be something worth waiting for,
or maybe it’s all just an excuse to never let this go.
'Cause I’ve been swimming against the stream
in an unwelcome place for far too long,
each night it seems I’m closer to losing grip than holding on.
fucked my life for the last time,
I let myself hang upside down,
if I let this noose stretch too far will it break?
Will I break free?
I refuse to give into this constant nightmare I’ve created
and I refuse to pull the trigger,
because I’m always at the edge between torn apart and keeping pace
but I’m amazed at how far I’ve come.
Fucked my life for the last time,
I let myself hang upside down,
if I let this noose stretch too far will it break?
Will I break free?
I fucked my life for the last time,
I let myself hang upside down,
if I let myself stray too far will I find my way?
And I know
there must be something out there that’s worth believing,
and I bet there’s someone out there that speaks the truth.
And I hope you get to know yourself and find what you believe in
and I hope it’s everything you wished for.
I fucked my life for the last time