Do you ever really see me
Have any idea how I feel
Do you think you know who I am
Do you really notice the details
An outline of perfection
Innocence adorned in sin
Decorated indiscretion
Bitter war within
Would you still like me if you found out
I wasn’t exactly who you thought I was about?
I’m living a lie
Hard to keep all my stories straight
I’m living a lie
Can you see it in my eyes
Tracing my creation
Tasting rage and lonliness
Self-infliced isolation
Disillusioned thoughtlessness
Cause you wouldn’t like me if you found out
I wasn’t exactly who you thought I was about
I’m living a lie
Hard to keep all my stories straight
I’m living a lie
Can you see it in my eyes
Too many judgements, questions,
I don’t accept you’s, too many rejections
Trapped in contradiction, lack of vision, indecision
I’m on the edge of reason, falling blindly
Innocence unwinding…