Lyrics
I don’t know where I’m at or who I am, I’m being asked
If I recognize certain places and faces, scriptures and diagrams
Evaluations to see where my mind is
They said I’ll understand in due time but I don’t know what time is
They bring a woman in to visit me
And she descriptively begins to give to me vivid periods of my history
I’m trying to figure out who this could be
A mystery it all persist to be, right now I don’t even exist to me
She kisses me like she been missing me
Then instantly the doctor gives her paper with twenty words on a list to me
For hours he tried to empower me
And out of the twenty, nineteen I couldn’t place but one was jumping out at me
I don’t feel crazy, I’m very sane
I’m trying to gain recollection, the doctor matches pictures up to every name
I try to concentrate to remember but nothing comes
I overheard the doctor tell the same lady I’m suffering from Amnesia
My world, ain’t the same
Don’t know who I am, I don’t know my name
Can’t remember my life, I can’t remember my ways
Can’t remember my nights, I can’t remember my days
Now, they bring me to a different bed and hooked me up to a machine
That gave his thoughts when they strapped it to your head
Was I a righteous man or evil dude, they judged my feelings
To certain words based on how fast the needle moves
My reactions would diversify, the words they said sparked emotion
Some made me laugh and others made me cry
The needle jumped out at a crazy pace and when he said
The word from the list that he gave me, I saw the lady’s face
They brought a young child in
Who began to shed tears until he looked into my eyes and started smiling
Like he was happy that he found me, something was familiar about the feeling
When he wrapped his arms around me, listen
Something is coming back, I’m reminiscing
A distant memory of me and this child but there was somebody missing
Where was this other person at, part of this puzzle could be deciphered
If something could bring that person back
It’s no mirrors in this room I’m at, to prove this fact
They handed me a picture of myself and I asked em who is that
I start to drag like I’m going mad
It was something making me feel hatred for this picture even though I had
Amnesia
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I tore the picture up and then I screamed
The frustration of not knowing nothing of nobody was just too extreme
Hopes that my memory could be redeemed
I’m still struggling with the one word that seemed to outshine the other 19
They strapped me down like a wild man, the lady walked back in the room
With another female who held the child’s hand
When I felt that presence it calmed me, but as they swarmed me
The calm became a storm cause what they sung alarmed me
I heard the hate they spoke with optics blurred
Telling me the reason I forgot them and myself was I forgot the word
Right then I felt it like a gust of wind
A voice said wake up, I heard clapping and I was on a stage with 2 other men
Opened my eyes and realized, G
A hypnotist had hypnotized another man and at the same time hypnotized me
He said raise your arm and hold it up
The other hypnotized man was the Dr and in my hand the list was folded up
I opened it wondering what can it be
It was the 19 words from the fantasy, the list consists of friends and family
Yeah my mother wife and son is who those people was
And the one word from the list that seemed to stand out was the word 'Love'
Suppressed in my subconscience mind, amnesia in this case
Is when love is in you but you forget to show it all the time
Now back to normal, he’s converting me
Said I wouldn’t recall a thing, went back to my seat
And told Dope, «I told you it wouldn’t work on me»
Amnesia