Like a puff of smoke, eve had disapeared
I search desperately for her calling her name
Till my voice could no longer
Heavy rain sounds in the quiet darkness
The drops grow salty merging with my tears
Inner peace has abandoned me
Washed away in the swell of my loss
Beauty
Happiness
Freedom
Purity
Its all gone
I may as well be dead
Returning to my home
Blackness has entered my heart
The opium boiled, the pain will reside
Ill return to my empty shell
The elixir was complete
I ignite my match
And place the flame against the pipe
A deep breath
Waves of euphoria caress
Crawl beneath my skin
With each pull i step deeper
The shadows receded farther and farther
I open my eyes to see her smile
SMILE!!!
Sitting in my lap, her arms snaked around my waist
Her words painted a picture of a surreal place
Where we could one day live and be at peace
She placed her hands on mine as she spoke
Still clutching the pipe, her curiosity grew
Her eyes light up and turned to mine
Looking to explain, to show her my world
The weight of the moment
Could have crushed every bone in my body
The time had come
My moment
Her moment
My deluded state whispered to me
Everything will be fine
But does she even know of sin
I will be the one to taint her innocence
I will be the one
I will be the one to taint her