I stand here counting the days
On two hands from when I saw you or even heard from you
Frustrated I start walking I walked for miles in my bare feet
Count the cracks in the road to the end of the street
Distract myself but I can’t keep giving you your space
So just wait if I walk a little longer I’ll finally find a reason to call you
Realize you won’t talk I get mad and hang up
Cause I let myself believe in what I start my mornings off with it’s not the
same
I’m sorry that I took myself away
I lay here listening to the train outside my apartment keeping me up
I’m tired and vulnerable but I’ll start walking again
Think of everything we ever did
No matter what I ever do I only think of you
My minds too heavy for my heart to bare these days
Too heavy without you here so just wait
If I walk a little longer I’ll finally find a reason to call you