I spent hours in your taillights on the highways in your mind in the places
That you showed us where you singled me out you said sister please forgive me I can’t give you anymore you’ve had twenty years to blame me you know all there
is to know
I didn’t want to hear him I turned around too slow I caught my brother smiling
And this is what he said I’ve grovelled long enough now I’ve burdened myself
dead
And that’s why I’m ahead someday all this will be mine and the killer fields
The landmines that had scared me all these years they could scarcely hide your
failure
And this brilliant emptiness someday all this will be mine so keep your blank
addiction
For all the places all the times when you can’t find connection again
Someday all this will be mine