Lyrics
I was cold,
I was lying on my side,
In my hold,
Were the ropes that I had tied,
But I couldn’t move or make a sound,
My fear had pinned me to the ground,
And in my chest a scream rose from inside,
This isn’t fate,
This can’t be real,
It isn’t fair that this is my end of the deal
Sorry but I have to go,
You never know what you think you know,
Every time I try to speak,
The truth just floats away,
And if I wasted all your time,
I’m sorry for the pain I left behind
Maybe now peace you will find
So come in from the rain,
You were there,
And you watched my sacrifice,
Like a fool,
I tossed away my life,
Is it fair to act so far away,
And walk around like nothings changed,
Now in my soul the darkness turns to light
This isn’t fate,
This can’t be real,
It isn’t fair that this is my end of the deal
Sorry but I have to go,
You never know what you think you know,
Every time I try to speak,
The truth just floats away,
And if I wasted all your time,
I’m sorry for the pain I left behind
Maybe now peace you will find
So come in from the rain,
This is not the way I thought it would end for me,
Didn’t know I would poison my family tree,
Despite my efforts to stop the pain,
My arms still can’t hold in the shame,
I can’t count all the times I let you down,
All the times my lies left me out of bounds,
That’s why I,
Could never you looked you in the eye,
And why I,
Could never let you see me cry,
So this is what becomes of me
And empty space full of empathy
My legacy of broken glass
Still in a hurry to finish last
I couldn’t carry on that way
So sorry for now and for every day
You got down on your knees and prayed
I wish I could have stayed
Sorry for now.