Life is full of pain
Being is despairing
Throes of degradation
Swallow you at last
Dead disharmony
Worsening disorder
Everything that’s left
Is anger and hate
You suffer every waking moment
This pain survives
Twisted retribution
Grows on the inside
A life of prostitution
Afflicted years
Perseverance grudging
Narcotic tears
Addicted to the suffering
Time disintegrates
Behind the veil of solitude
Pariah you become
This tribulation is suffered alone
Lacerate your flesh
And let the pain flow
Bleed for the world
That cuts you to the bone
Nothing they can say gives you
Any consolation
Each hand upon your skin
Cold as the f*cking grave
Schizophrenic state
Weaker every hour
The empathy of others
Used and cast aside
Tearing fits of rage
Shunned by all around you
Going off the edge
Finally this shit is done
You suffer every waking moment
This pain survives
Twisted retribution
Grows on the inside
A life of prostitution
Afflicted years
Perseverance grudging
Narcotic tears
Addicted to the suffering