Im mentally screwed and fucked
Inside beat up and tormented
Treated wrong
Always disrespected
Emotions scattered everywhere
Fake friends who act like their there
But the mother fuckers dont even really care
When i need there help they seem to vanish
But when they need me its in a panic
Fuck this shit its so dramatic
Im just cocking back
And letting every mother fucking asshole having that
Thee only ones that actually have your back
Is yourself homeboy
Its a proovin fact
Everytime i gave trust
I was loosing that
Everytime i climbed up
I was falling back
Untill i rode up on my own
I was there for you
Everytime you needed me
But when i needed you
I can’t find you anywhere
I was always kind
But you seemed to never care
You just seemed to never care
I was there for you
Everytime you needed me
But when i needed help
I can’t find you anywhere
I was always kind
But you seem to never care
You just seemed to never care
I found out that its only me
Thats gonna get me
Where i really wanna be
You can’t except on nobody else
Nobodys gonna really give you help
If you wanna get the job done
Gotta do it by yourself
Alot of my friends
Tried to take my belt
Take my credit
For what ive built
Hell na
You better think twice
I been over-thrown
My hole dam life
Thrown against the wall
Like a game of dice
Ive done it all
Just to be nice
But than i get used and rode like a bike
Fighting these demons
All day and night
Doing what i can
Just to see the light
Praying to the lord
Hoping i do right
Hoping i do right
I dont know what i
Been thinking lately
But i been feeling
So low lately
I just wanna roll one
I just wanna smoke one
I just wanna drink one
I just wanna pop a couple pills
I was there for you
Everytime you needed me
But when i needed you
I can’t find you anywhere
I was always kind
But you seemed to never care
You just seemed to never care
I was there for you
Everytime you needed me
But when i needed help
I can’t find you anywhere
I was always kind
But you seem to never care
You just seemed to never care