Its midnight we’ve been on the phone for hours
But we’ve barely said a word
Though the silence in my ears
Is the most beautiful noise I’ve heard
This is love on its last legs
It knows it has to end
But its scared to death
Love is war, inside of my head
I think I’m falling apart
I think I’m coming undone
Theres nothing in my heart
I am unlovable
Blue eyes fade to grey
Your voice starts to crack
Your hands start to shake
The truth is
I was lying before
I just couldn’t find the words to say
I don’t love you anymore
I don’t expect you to understand
You can’t clean up the mess I’ve made
The closer you get to me
The further i’ll push you away
If you open up i’ll shut you out
Play dead and disappear
You will never understand
I’m sorry for everything