every time i stop and think
about these nonsense intentions
i feel there’s no more to take
and there’s no time to disagree
i’m unable to believe you
losing hold on burning scars
if i’m falling down from here
i end my life into your arms
can’t run away and find myself again
in this useless silent room
staring at this silent truth
i find myself inside this prison
why are you hurting me?
there is no reason
every time i try not to feel
that uncertain kind of sadness
you get into my own worries
hitting me with some more lies
and i’m smiling at you falling
losing hold on burning scars
fake and naked, blind and helpless
only coldness in my heart